camerxy

2009-04-14T13:37:00.003+08:00

i've seen this phrase sumwhere 'your mind is the ultimate weapon'
in the mrt. they do posts alot of campaign or advertisements for awareness
of aids, product launching like perfumes, entertainment, economy etc.
it makes us feel conscious if some of us take the time to look and read it.
about the mind, theres just this particular thing that i'm worried about is 'lazyness' i need to brush this off my body and mind, put it awayy.
let me recall;
.can't wake up in the morning
.to the gym/fitness corner
.update my logbook :/
.after work, ill b thinkg of bed! not training :/!
haha someone dfinitely will strangle me
if they chance upon this sentence;)

vacation

2008-12-27T21:19:00.004+08:00

looking back, holidays was splendid. two thumbs up! however, if i were only obedient enough to divide my time for my school jdsac$#@& i didnt touch any of my project, a bizzare :/ hahaha sucha disappointment i know haiya *letting the sigh again and again it does shows where my priority is..

holidays, let me re-cap, hehehe:
1. get my beauty sleep sleep sleep
2. stay up stay up to talk talk or out
3. to malacca; kak ani's engagement 4D3N
- uncle drove us, an exciting journey each time he drives!!
- read twilight (2-3days, see how engross it can be hahah)
- event was a success, syukur
- watch twilight the movie, m'sia was out first!! *v thrillg i tell you!
- ate seafood dinner wit my whole family yayy!! except papa k long
- since we are so family-oriented, we spent time together almost, the feeling to
feel belong was sensational
4. to kuala lumpur, andalucia
- took bus this time wit sarah and adik. thanks to mama she sent us and took a
double-decker, the bus is fantastic. there is tv, can watch movies, hear music
all, comfy wide chair. yeap, grassland.
- boy fetches us, my siblings and aunty arrives there a day earlier
- entertain ourselves wit many dvds, 300, juno, sisterhood etc
- k ezi and/or boy, abg brought us out to many great places to shop, eat,
explore, thank you :D
- swimming, i learnt how to swim
*it was quite a short holiday but it was rather a fruitful one heheheh can't wait
for my next holiday, bali? phuket? genting? australia?
5. trainings, friendly, fitness
- oops, i miss quite alot due to holidays, injury
- i miss quite a lot but things are getting better as i anticipated, phew :)
- its certain that this takes much of my time in many ways but i like it!
- this tuesday will be my last training before IVP comes that is this coming
friday, i can sense a chill within me. hehehe there is this part of me that
can't wait but there is also a part of me which says let's wait. Let's play
together, team *hugs
6. IVP will be held in Spore Poly Stadium. do comedown and support. it will
definitely enlightens my, our spirit hehehe
7. X'mas BBQ party at east coast, yesterday was rocking awesome :D
- obviosly we camwhore at the initial part of the day when we meet:) wt ayu,
joan, nana, clare, delene
- played wit candles, bubbles wheeeeee!
- cycling wit jaz, we took turns to stand (is it call mounting? stand and ride on
the back of the bicycle?) fun eh!! my long-time crave to cycle at east coast!
- bbq food, but i was mainly looking la hehehe i didnt realise i ate little at
the end of the dy bcause i really think i did many talkings and snapping
pictures. i ate one chicken wing, two garlic bread, one sausage, one satay and
two cups of green tea. hahah how little but its alright i felt full wit the
lovely companies.
- diann was nice to lend me her canon camera, it was ultra cool!! i snap many
beautiful pictures of the angels till her memory disk was full :DD thanks diann,
it was wonderful of you to do that.
- christmas gifts exchange was superb! my angel is Tiffany and mortal is Delene!
wheeee the gifts was very nice, thanks tiff, don't worry, i like it:) i even
got a christmas card from her, it was very sweet and touching. Clare, Beep,
Szy, Jaz, Nana gave each one of us either gifts, cards, note, sweets. YES, the
cards/postcard/pictures/letter was eye-tearing, thank you i'm grateful to all
of you:)
- took cab to kembangan wit beep and we had a light/medium chat on our way home,
and we never really got a seat, we stand on our way home mostly. thanks for the
company beep, appreciate it:)
- by the time i reach bkt panjang it was after midnight, uncle and cousins
decided to eat a late supper since i'm very hungry. thats it for that day and i
was restless at night thinking of the next day, there is friendly cum game wit
the nus at nus field. i slept 4plus which is almost 5 and woke up at 630am it
was a sore but i dont know why theres this feeling inside of me which is
excited for the day.
- thanks sexy for the ride there and everywhere! :)
- everything goes well, i love my team, so yeay, i can't wait to play with you
all especially supporting, playing, attacking and hard defence together, hahaha
that sounds like everything. Let's Rock And Roll, Baby! :DD

Fuyoh what a long boring post hehehe i will update pictures soon, hahaha my soon=p
oooo amirul, you got ipod, cool man, let me hold it when school reopens and you wont let me bcause you are afraid i spoilt it? choy. hehehe see you bestfriend havnt talk and see you for like ages!! take care hor:D

2008-12-14T00:19:00.002+08:00

im so happy with my new ipod!!!haha.and theres still so much that i want.heres the list:
- a few more long sleeves/tshirts
- maybe one or two more berms
- birckenstock
- jack purcell
- a nice bagpack
- a nice jeans and casual pants
thats all i can think of now.i hope theres nothing more.but the main thing that i want is to lose weight.DAMN!haha and syahida,im so scared of ITP sey.haha we shudnt slack anymore.but thats what we always say.so hahahahahaha.anw i dunno what else to say.thats all i think.bye bye.xoxo

2008-11-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

* superwoman and paul smith rose :DD

2008-11-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

2008-11-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Take my hand
Take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes
Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing)
To keep dancing
Wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Take my hand
I'll take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me

To be afraid
Afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you
Through it all

And you can't keep (even a thousand miles)
Us apart (can keep us apart)
Cause my heart (cause my heart)
Is wherever you are

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance?

Oh,
No mountain's too high enough
Oceans too wide
Cause together or not
Our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
I know I believe
That we were meant to be,
Yeah,

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you (Like you)
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We (we do) do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

2008-11-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

Edward Everett Hale:

I am only one,But still I am one.
I cannot do everything,But still I can do something.
And because I cannot do everything
I will not refuse to do
The something that I can do.

Princess Diana:

Only do what your heart tells you.

Marian Wright Edelman:

A lot of people are waiting for Martin Luther King or Mahatma Gandhi to come back -- but they are gone. We are it. It is up to us. It is up to you.

ivp :))

2008-11-17T21:32:00.004+08:00

Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts.

Albert Einstein

Forgiveness is choosing to love. It is the first skill of self-giving love.

Mohandas K. Gandhi

Compassion literally means to feel with, to suffer with. Everyone is capable of compassion, and yet everyone tends to avoid it because it's uncomfortable. And the avoidance produces psychic numbing -- resistance to experiencing our pain for the world and other beings.

Joanna Macy

Our lack of compassion stems from our inability to see deeply into the nature of things.

Lama Surya Das

Every time we choose safety, we reinforce fear.

Cheri Huber

Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something.

Plato

The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.

Martin Luther King, Jr.

Moral cowardice that keeps us from speaking our minds is as dangerous to this country as irresponsible talk. The right way is not always the popular and easy way. Standing for right when it is unpopular is a true test of moral character.

Margaret Chase Smith

You always admire what you really don't understand.

Blaise Pascal

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity.

Gilda Radner

People always seemed to know half of history, and to get it confused with the other half.

Jane Haddam

The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.

M. Scott Peck

Even if you do learn to speak correct English, whom are you going to speak it to?

Clarence Darrow

People say conversation is a lost art; how often I have wished it were.

Edward R. Murrow

One of the basic causes for all the trouble in the world today is that people talk too much and think too little. They act impulsively without thinking. I always try to think before I talk.

Margaret Chase Smith

**its quite nice reading these wisdom of quotes. it definitely enlightens my mood :D
it feels real long being M-I-A! hahahah

2008-09-29T22:02:00.004+08:00

bestf!!!are you like eggcited for hari raya??haha im not.haha so anti climax but ya.im not eggcited.anw sorry bout the brownies.hope you are all ready.ish.why you nv post?i always check the blog you know.haha nvm then.i shall blog.omg,f1 is awesome.i think the experience is what money cant buy.though is tiring just standing whole day punching tickets and geting paid at six bucks per hour,watching those uberfast car passing by is AWESOME-NESS.haha and guess what.i like became abit pekak for the whole night cos i dint wear my earplugs while taking the video.haha and i miss school!!!though i havent touch anything on schoolwork.i miss the trip and the time spent at island creamery!!!haha miss the teh tarik ice cream especially.your turn to post bestf.

2008-09-04T05:00:00.001+08:00

YICI captain for the day rocks! :)

2008-09-04T04:33:00.001+08:00

today or i should say yesterday, 3rd Sept, it rain heavily non-stop fm 3pm till all the way to nightfall. Initially, I felt timid about it. I was expecting something bad might happen from this long heavy downpour but alhamdulillah everything is fine now. We need to ber-doa (pray to god-stg gd) and mama says its berkat (a good sign! murah rezeki) i felt better after talking to mama.

i have been doing some reading starting of this week or the purely reason was to spent my holidays with books! i miss books! touching it, holding it, stare at it and reading it, it felt long as though i had never read for ages! hee..

i'm finish wit my kesturi, halfway through sofiah and last will be skandal. i'm glad i chose these books!

library have been my main playground other than the always-having-the-want-to-go-mood for training! yeap, training commences last tuesday. i want be fit and regain my stamina. guess i ate too many snacks, junk food and chocolates! hahah fast-ing helps alot too, excellent! training conducted by jaz was fun and hilarious! BEST :DD pssst! joan, ayu, sexy, delene you should have come!! you miss the excitement! hee he. and congrats to the juniors to manage to clinche on to bowl champions on m1 round3!! it was thrilling to watch your sudden death esp (i get over wit my wrong assumption; silent death, who would thought of that word! lol) keep it up, im enjoying everything to bits! yay :)

2008-09-04T04:31:00.000+08:00

we going out together-together, yea?
beep me okeh!
*cant wait for the small gathering!! :))

2008-09-04T04:26:00.000+08:00

hahah! amirul, i totally forgot our username and password to login to this account!
omg. i realise i have not been an active and frequent writer here but you! who have been updating quite alot! lol
i miss sharing anythg under the sunshine! :DD

ooo yah HAPPY FASTING MONTH
to all Muslims!

2008-08-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

i want a slr camera and ps3 to play rock band but damn,im so broke.plus this hols will be spent on losing weight and do work.haiz so not going to earn any money.anw bestf,why nv post?=)
dunt forget k during bulan puaser kite keluar.but after 12 september k?haha cos thats when i get my allowance.=)

2008-08-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

today is submission and it was late submission for me.fcuking hell!everyone else has one problem lesser but i have one more.the thing is that it should not be a late submission.haiz.nothing can be done now.late means late and i have to build a model which i cant even explain.and im like so fcuking tired due to insufficient sleep but i just cant close my eyes because i keep thinking that all my hardwork had just fcuking go to waste.so fcuking disappointed with myself.silent crit.

2008-08-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

argh!!!feel like giving up.
GIVE UP
GIVE UP
GIVE UP
going through architorture and ive lost my mood due to some reasons other than work.
HAIZ.
autodesk 3dmax is a pain in the ass.
why am i so dumb and stupid not to know how to use sketchup.
bloody ketchup.
urgh!disgusting diploma.
more things to go and im still blogging.
tormented by things that i can choose not to go through but i have to cos its my future.

2008-08-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

syahida!!!your virus has spread and im infected now.haha ive been sleeping for the last few nites la.in sch also nv do anything.i want to run away!!!run run run!!!i really dunt mind running cos it will make me lose weight also!!haha okay whatever.havent even start 3dmax.you?gosh.

vespa.two-wheel vehicles

2008-08-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

vespa. motorcycles.

it has been a normal sight to see these two-wheels vehicle on the road everyday. However, I noticed that riders these days wear little clothings! They wear sleeveless and shorts. oops! like I don't. Isn't it very dangerous. It's so scary to think what might happen if they are involve in an accident. choy choy.

amazing girls

2008-07-31T04:35:00.000+08:00

polite season is over and done with.
we got t-hird! we might not have the best team players but i'm so sure we were giving our all out together and even if there's a need to lookback, we still ought to keep moving forward. also support from the supporters;
the girls and guys who have been coming almost everyday, sub line, camera-man, the bus drivers, coach and bestfriend is so much wonderful.
i'm glad i'm bless with these girls :)
there's alot more to say dealt with talk overcome re-do handle notice navigate gossip support bla bla but the best real thing is having the sense of belonging :D

let's have an anti-lazyvirus campaign!

2008-07-31T03:52:00.000+08:00

ive been up since 2.30 and ntg has been done. ohh i shudnt blog at all.
i don't mind not catching up on my sleep just fr project
i don't mind staying up very long
i don't mind
but recently i got this lazy wirus going on
and it's spreading fast! er..
i'm so worried :(

a non-stop highway

2008-07-31T03:46:00.000+08:00

at this point of time, i feel like giving up. again.

not again.

2008-07-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

so we went to island creamery to satisfy our desire.hehe and thank you love for lending me money!
anw here is a picture of my bestf to prove how much icecream she cn eat.hehe.all the way syahida!!

3 single scoop cups and a double scoop cup.ish ish ish.=)

2008-07-29T15:13:00.000+08:00

hello hello.this is syahida and amirul here.we are two bored people in class and no updates for so long.so here we are writing our new posts.

i am craving for ice-cream!! but i'm left wit three bucks! pathetic. hinting!! but still i can buy one scoop min max.

yea i get it.hinting me.wow you are pathetic.im left with zero!hahaha how bout you buy one scoop we share?

its not enough orh....=p

see people,syahida cn really eat alot of ice cream.PROVEN again.=)okay post.

2008-07-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYAHIDA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!=)

okay.THEBABE now has turned 18.may all your wish come true bestf!!!hahaha and better rmb what you said just now ar.18 alr means mature means do work.NO MORE PROCASTINATING!!!for me also.hehe lets work hard okay!!!hahaha hope you will enjoy your special day.see you in school in 8 hours time!!!lalalalalala
(fyi syahida can really eat alot of icecream.PROVEN)
take care!=)

2008-07-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

i should have act proper. what got into me, really.
i just walk away..

it was better than nothing :(
i'm sorry, love.

2008-07-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

haha.today i saw a picture of me when i just entered poly.gosh,i was 10 kg lighter then.damn!you should have seen it la syahida.i cant even recognize that it was me.so yea,time to lose weight.anw im so fcuking unlucky these few days.unexpected things happened to me.full of shits.so im just looking forward to better days ahead.and monday is submission.we cad till we die.=)

2008-07-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

anw,the sunshine girl do attracts me la syahida.i like her tanned skin.haha.im dead if sexy see this.hehehe.

2008-07-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

okay.this is not my blog,partly.im just sharing this blog with my bestf,who is syahida aka as THEBABE cos she said that this blog would be very empty if she is using it all alone.haha.so she thought that i would be of a great help to help this blog fill with posts just because im talkative.WHICH we will never know.feels so funny to suddenly BLOG as it never occur in my mind that i will do it one day la.haha.so yea,done my first post.not bad ryte syahida.hehe.

2008-07-03T01:39:00.001+08:00

i'm listening to maria mena's songs. hahah, i dont know how i got to find her, just type and search. it isnt bad at all, smoothing to my ears. yaa well i'm supposed to do my project now but i'm not. i stop. abruptly. aiyo i feel something isnt right/missing i do need something is it because of my small sister who went off to sleepover at my uncles? i didn't take care of aleeya and danick that much today? i wasn't able to talk to mama, she fall asleep too fast? tomr i got training and my shoe is almost spoil? i want sleep but i can't and jealouts that others would be asleep by now i'm thinking too much already, er..stop stopping but the least, i felt better talking on the phone just now eventhou i don't expect it and jaz's friendster comment cheer me up. hahah! so funny and i do feel honoured to b the 'happy pill, lol.

better? :)

2008-07-02T17:43:00.000+08:00

i'm home early and watching 'totally spies noww! it's so exciting even if it seems childish. hahah. my pretty cousins just arrive here. got to do my work sooon..awwh talk about schoolwork, i'm not bored at it but it's tough, you see. yesterday, 1st july, it made my day. i was happy with no reasons :) oooooooook getting back to tv show awhile.

ps: amirul, get well soon. and to you too naufal, dont run.

i need a bestfriend

2008-06-27T01:24:00.000+08:00

i did my crit, it was a silent one. yea, i realised i did rather a last minute, five days hardwork but its still isnt enough. theres alot moreX3 to do and effort i have to put in. haiya. where's my collage? how does this work? make it clear, don't leave this space a waste, what purpose does these serves? do this that ok etc. i was lucky i was notbeing nag at, my work is not even halfway through done, thats wat it seems to me. i need to buck up. no lazyness no no not at all. chiong, also wit the guidance from my lovely besties! sexy amirul sant :) meeting them tomorrow!

i watched WANTED! Naufal book the tickets way earlier when i was having crit. And we weren't suppose to watch it since i insists on just going out and chill with him since i was left with 15bucks only. i'm so broke. but he was too nice that he knows i actually wanted to WANTED. i like it i like it so muchh it's so thrilling, the shooting is so 'wow' i just cant stop being amazed by the wonderful tricks of the guns and bullets, training procedure one have to go through before being an assassin of his own bla bla, mind me if its a wrong spelling :/ i thought of being one myself too, hahah, just like Fox, Anjelina jolie. she's so hot and sexy, i can't stop drooling over her(: you should go and watch, i wouldn't comment more. if not, ill spoil everything! hahah. go and enjoy it!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HAFIZ!! :)

may god bless you with everything

good in life!

we are all here for you

2008-06-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

come back

girlfriend, through thick or thin we still be together, right? I enjoyed all the times we have spent time together! REALLY. You can make me laugh non stop, always happy, silly n siao, full in the stomach, content, do my work, do this and that for my own good, you are a good listener; heheh, part-time best girlfriend/teammate/coursemate; much much more!! and i know you'll always be there and i am always here for you. :)

i appreciate you alott!!